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XV- Exist
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2 - The beautiful soul
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"What I can do to Mireille, beyond the awkwardness and hesitation, will be the proudest of my life. "(February 20, 1985)
" The little I have done so far to Mireille never been unworthy of her. "(May 1985)
So What noble words! Too bad they are not a mere imitation!
is ten times that I reminded the claimant that Mireille had written on 12 February 1964 " I'm not at all happy that you have read these pages of "The Journal Tarn " who would never have appeared. It may be charming, it looks like what I was, I would not have written a year later. Mom will love his sweet little girl. I do not want to be nice ... other than you. In Anyway that's all. (I never had to tell these things to your ear.) "
What is closer to these lines:" Desire to die this seemingly insignificant kind, for my true face breathes today. "[Emphasis added.] (June 22, 1963);
" But I'm not charming, is not it? and what I write will not be either. And who called me pretty, cute? "(January 31, 1964)
With great pain misunderstood because of his, a whooper swan took off " for [his] breath true face." Let him die, and we can trust the backyard home to bring her face to reassuring dimensions. When the above lyric is foreign to you, that literature does matter to you, we may with good conscience, practicing gender confusion and mix of tests or rare votes accents. (Which, admittedly, were welcomed by the family as I have related in Chapter VIII [ the celebration of the hand]) .
He found out a solemn young cretin, "authorized" by the heritage entitled to vilify a style of blue-stocking, "those [me, in this case] that would lock in a prison Mireille crystal . "
In vain she has disowned his childhood memories: there is no one who, having approached the heir ... (spoofing), does away with these pages" charming "and the reference to mention them. That did not fail to do, of course, the author of the memorable memory ... and then the preface of the latest edition of L'Amant And I forget, however, that the reference is wherever the hand of the little sister was able to swipe. And I agree that neither The Lover nor do Letters match for those few pages where, wonder!, Miracle, Mireille talks about his early years and jokingly said she received a spanking from his father to have scaled a wall.
She has been writing to me, when I assured him that the "Celebration of Hand" that she had just finished, and deserved to be published: " course I longed "to become a modern Louise Labe" since you think I can, but I did not want people to recognize me. Others by their voracious curiosity are terribly . (October 27, 1965) And the old friend, March 8, 1964: " Is not you prefer me a little wild, exclusive, even if you deplore some secret that I am? , then a few months before his death, January 13, 1967, Ms. Piquet: " it does not please me to see my life orderly, studied, cataloged . And that's saying how she has subscribed to these lines of Marguerite Yourcenar: "the rude curiosity about biographical anecdote is a feature of our time, increased tenfold by the methods of a press and media addressing an audience that knows less and less read. "
The fierce, the secret Mireille, to use his own words, had no idea who wrote me that (the facade, still):" His end is unique to her " would proceed quickly to unpack his life, with a predilection for the word suicide. But the very dark enjoyment there is to write or pronounce it, when they were humiliated by a long walk, in the words of the woman, "two steps behind it!
(Here, a digression: since it does so "in the name of truth" for the sake of transparency dear Mireille, writes the author of the brief, we suffer, I think, I complete the great portrait of the claimant, had the varnish chipping away.)
Nor was "unworthy of Mireille" edition that fomented the little sister to the "Book of pocket, fruit, I said, of his hatred for the previous "publishers", but also his desire to give a ray of glory to the faithful Approvers - while existing sovereign.
So much that she must have this issue properly indecent among the proudest moments of his life!
In short, it is as if this may weaken, warp or stain the face of the elder, and would have horrified the latter, received the assent of the little sister, and his gracious assistance . It was therefore natural that she declared himself very satisfied with the adaptation of Letters sometimes near the din, and that director and actress, it "remarkable, of course, were made featured in the edition of L'Amant .
In truth, there was a precedent, and size. We submitted for approval, a text "composed" by the director of a troupe, and mingled in a pathetic hodgepodge, excerpts from writings of Mireille and letters of Mr. Higelin, along with games burlesque scene.
I forbid, of course, such a farce, but of course also allowed the little sister - and the performances could take place. In what city? In Toulouse!
I give here part of the letter then I addressed to the claimant.
"I find myself wondering if you have lost common sense - which would at least be an excuse.
But I guess the shoddy style of Mr. Higelin was able to seduce you - and it has really spoiled for choice in fact examples:
" There will be a source of sunlight, dripping, splashing your light body.
"The heavy, silky fabric of his burning rays that coats your dazzling nudity ...
"... my lips with pleasure rush on the divine feminine chalice that your hands them ..."
Do not bother to put it more throughout end of phrases The Lover removed, picorées over a dozen pages. Which is to have a high opinion of the writer and his art, and respect they deserve.
And instead of seeing Mireille involved in this dialogue:
"She: I think you're somewhat ab-eh- a little tired.
Him: I booze a bit.
She: ç feel. "
And, further - and all who knew her will recognize this style: " I you love this character so many diamonds, spotless, abrupt, harsh, and then so sweet, so delicate ... "
Do not mind the more it evokes in these words:
"You were bitter at times, you doubt everything you say that life is the same idiot!" (Which is quite It!)
No, none of this bothers you.
And not to see represented in old - She, whose trajectory precisely rejects old age - along with a drunk on a park bench or coffee more often - one of its favorite places, as we know! (It is true that young, she danced the tango!)
As you open-minded, and we do are more times when we wondered seriously whether to retain the word orgasm on which she had hesitated [it was the happy time of scruples], this does not always bother you to see this passage The Lover of " You're curious to me ... I know " parceled out to inclusion of aftershocks also remarkable:
- "It would be too easy! We want, and then we no longer want, and then reveut! "
- "Huh?"
- "Ah ben obviously if you give me lots of things, full of" cuddling "and hugs, how can I refuse ?..."
- "We know where to take her lover ...!"
Neither that another fragment: "My poor love reluctant your eyes" which evokes the end of the act of love, or "spoken and sung" while "behind the scenes (sic) , we hear noises of combat, domestic scene, broken dishes. "
I sometimes in my previous indictments, in fear of me being unfair to you. Today, I know I was well below what you deserve to hear.
The "beautiful soul" that you know at the time she was able to write to me at every moment wondering what Mireille wanted and that she feared nothing less than a misstep in this area. The truth is that the "sellout" in the name of good feelings, will not cease with your last breath, so it is important to you "exist", sadly at his expense.
For I tell you, the show that you have authorized is appalling, pathetic and most outrageous. It is such masquerades you think win minds and hearts to the work of your sister? It is not a being of that taste away from it, after witnessing this little intellectual disgrace. "
I pray sorry: it was also extensively quoted. Yes, it's entitled heritage who, knowingly, allowed this ... spectacle of comedians. The same who was later declared angrily: " I am determined not to let François Solesmes manipulate and distort the work of Mireille! "
On this point, posterity will judge, but in fact quotes, I will fear no sentence of my letters" for women in the family "or others that Mireille had disapproved.
It is obvious that the "little sister" and I have not experienced the same. I therefore apologize to the fans of the pages of La Revue du Tarn "I have only attended one who wrote to me, March 8, 1964:
" I do not know love as it is believed that, blindly, absolutely, desperately, that momentum is all my strength, my wealth - and the virtuality of art: because I have only this to say, it basically I want to testify others have the desire to be more alive ... "
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